My Mother. 
It is always easy to talk to her about anything & everything. She understands, and she will give advice without fail. And she doesn't share all my troubles with anyone else, not even my siblings nor my Dad, even though we're all a family. She is one who keeps others' secrets well. That's why i can hold on to her words.

Labels: Final Day, Ten Days Challenge

Dear Mummy,
You are the best Mother i have & i will never ask for anyone who's better. You're such a perfect soul, and i thank Allah for your existence because if it's not for you, i would not be here. I may not be a good girl, and i know i'm definitely not the kind of girl you want me to be. But to me, it doesn't matter who i am because even if i were extremely-good or extremely-bad, my love for you will still be the same. It will still be as great & enormous as now. And i also know even if i were extremely-good or -bad, your love for me is undying. I'm sorry i'm not how you hoped me to be - i smoke, i stay out with my friends till late, i don't dress well enough, i don't wear headscarf, i lack religious knowledge, & neither do i do my prayers 5 times a day. I'm sorry for whatever wrongdoings i did to you in my past. I'm sorry i've been a let-down to you, Mother. I just need time to change, and i hope there'll be enough time for me to. I need you close by my side & i can't imagine what my life would be like without you around. Even though i don't do my prayers, i constantly pray for you in my Doa-Doa so that you'll have a long life & be in good health. As of now, all i can give you are my love & care. I can't give you money, i wish i could give you lots and lots of luxury. InsyaAllah, in future i'll be able to. I love you, mum. :') ♥

Dear H,
You have once been a great friend, as well as a great boyfriend. During our history together, all i ever felt was complete happiness. Those fun moments we shared - drinking together or with your friends, the night life together, sporty activities & such - i enjoyed every single one of them with you. I've never regretted accepting you as my lover, because you're the suitable candidate for that spot in my heart. Though you've did wrongs towards me, your good definitely outweigh the bad. And even though i'm still angry at you for those "big" mistakes you did to me, i've forgiven you long time ago. It's just that it's hard for me to forget, because you're the one i really love and i didn't expect you to do something like that to me. Here's the thing, if i ever have a chance to be with you again in the future, i want to, yes i do. But maybe you wouldn't want to. Whatever it is, i just want you to know that i miss you a lot. And if you're already in a relationship right now, i wish you all the best & i'm happy for you too. Stay safe, H. ♥

Labels: Day Nine, Ten Days Challenge

1. The fish/fuck?! (depends on my level of anger to use the latter word).
2. Pantat dia/kau la. translated: His/Her/Your ass la.
3. Entahlah Sam. translated: Don't know lah Sam.

Labels: Day Eight, Ten Days Challenge

Labels: Day Seven, Ten Days Challenge

1. Mummy
2. The Internet
3. Freedom
4. Cellphone
5. Cigarettes

Labels: Day Six, Ten Days Challenge

1. Just A Dream by Nelly
2. No Love by Eminem ft. Lil Wayne
3. Lollipop (Cover) by Framing Hanley
4. Stereo Love by Edward Maya
5. The Final Episode by Asking Alexandria
6. Peacock by Katy Perry

Labels: Day Five, Ten Days Challenge

1. Look Good, Smell Good.
2. Don't brag about yourself to me. A little bit of self-selling is fine, but not too much because you might just piss me off.
3. Get straight to the point. You can beat about the bush & be sarcastic with me. But not all the time. Use them moderately & in appropriate cases.
4. Affection for kids & the young ones.
5. Family guy. I don't know why i'm attracted to guys who are usually labeled "Mummy's Boy", "Daddy's Boy", or "Family Man".
6. Shoo away, Vainpots! I don't like going out with people who constantly check his/her appearance in the mirror or anything that can reflect their physical outlook.
7. When I talk, you Listen. Because whenever someone talks, i always listen.
8. Remember the small details. If you can remember what earrings i wear (or the things people don't usually take notice of) on our very first meet-up for example like 4 years ago, you definitely will win my heart.

Labels: Day Four, Ten Days Challenge

In no particular order:

1. Maslina
2. Aizat (H's best friend)
3. Syam
4. Azreen
5. Izdihar
6. Tun
7. Genie
8. Zachary

Labels: Day Three, Ten Days Challenge

I found this piece of junk on Tumblr. And, i think i might do it :)

Ten Days Challenge:

• Day 1: 10 things about yourself.
• Day 2: 9 guilts you wanna share.
• Day 3: 8 friends that you love.
• Day 4: 7 things to win your heart over.
• Day 5: 6 songs your addicted to.
• Day 6: 5 things you can’t live without.
• Day 7: 4 memories you won’t forget.
• Day 8: 3 words you can’t not use for a day.
• Day 9: 2 things you wanna say.
• Day 10: 1 person you can trust.

Labels: Challenge, random, Ten Days Challenge