Title:  Day 9: My favourite quote
Posted:  Thursday, 15 January 2015 @ 09:24
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I have plenty favorite quotes! I couldn't say them all here hahaha :)

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Title:  Day 9: 2 Things You Wanna Say.
Posted:  Thursday, 10 February 2011 @ 23:09
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Dear Mummy,
You are the best Mother i have & i will never ask for anyone who's better. You're such a perfect soul, and i thank Allah for your existence because if it's not for you, i would not be here. I may not be a good girl, and i know i'm definitely not the kind of girl you want me to be. But to me, it doesn't matter who i am because even if i were extremely-good or extremely-bad, my love for you will still be the same. It will still be as great & enormous as now. And i also know even if i were extremely-good or -bad, your love for me is undying. I'm sorry i'm not how you hoped me to be - i smoke, i stay out with my friends till late, i don't dress well enough, i don't wear headscarf, i lack religious knowledge, & neither do i do my prayers 5 times a day. I'm sorry for whatever wrongdoings i did to you in my past. I'm sorry i've been a let-down to you, Mother. I just need time to change, and i hope there'll be enough time for me to. I need you close by my side & i can't imagine what my life would be like without you around. Even though i don't do my prayers, i constantly pray for you in my Doa-Doa so that you'll have a long life & be in good health. As of now, all i can give you are my love & care. I can't give you money, i wish i could give you lots and lots of luxury. InsyaAllah, in future i'll be able to. I love you, mum. :') 

Dear H,
You have once been a great friend, as well as a great boyfriend. During our history together, all i ever felt was complete happiness. Those fun moments we shared - drinking together or with your friends, the night life together, sporty activities & such - i enjoyed every single one of them with you. I've never regretted accepting you as my lover, because you're the suitable candidate for that spot in my heart. Though you've did wrongs towards me, your good definitely outweigh the bad. And even though i'm still angry at you for those "big" mistakes you did to me, i've forgiven you long time ago. It's just that it's hard for me to forget, because you're the one i really love and i didn't expect you to do something like that to me. Here's the thing, if i ever have a chance to be with you again in the future, i want to, yes i do. But maybe you wouldn't want to. Whatever it is, i just want you to know that i miss you a lot. And if you're already in a relationship right now, i wish you all the best & i'm happy for you too. Stay safe, H. 

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