| Title: Starting From Scratch.
Posted: Saturday, 28 January 2012 @ 22:09 |
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Meet-up session with H was fine, there were lots of things we talked about. No, i wasnt in any angry mode just now. I got kind of puzzled myself as to why i could remain calm during all the confessions. Lol. It all turns out good, like what i had expected.
Indeed, what H said to me was right. If he had told me at the beginning when we had our split-up back then, surely i wont listen to his explanations. Now i fully understand everything, and why it all happened. I guess i was partly wrong too, as i didn't investigate the matter further & chose to split-up with him. Yes, i was the one who asked for the break-up, not him. And oh, H was so nice. He brought the girl that Aizat told me about (the girl H mentioned in his text-message to me) around few hours later so i can get to know her. His reason was that he didn't want me to feel jealous or worry about him contacting someone special, as the girl isn't. She's just a friend. That's just so fishing sweet, ok? He's always sweet, had always been sweet since the past. :')
The girl came down with her boyfriend and uhm yea, i felt awkward as the boyfriend kept asking H "how long you're together with your girlfriend?" and H just replied we've been together for 5 years now. No, that guy didn't know that we broke-up already as his girlfriend is sucha nice soul to not even share any secrets that H had told her. So nice, right? And when H mentioned 5 years, i was like so shocked cause he remembered when we got together even though we've broken up for a year already. Most guys will forget, that's what i thought.
So what now? I'm back to contacting H and he already asked me out next week. Oh yes, i'll be gone for a week next Monday as i'll be going to Bali with Aizat and friends. Uh huh, Hilmi will be there too cause he's in the social circle. So i won't be updating my blog for a week, and i really hope i'll be safe there. A week ain't short, yknow? Definitely will miss my family, sighh. So what about my date with H? He said to me that he'll book me one of those days when we're in Bali so we can have our own time dating. Lol. And special request from him, he wants to start anew. From scratch, i mean. In a way, he wants it to be like, as if we've never known each other before. I am pretty much excited, actually. :3
This is really heartwarming. It's been a while since i last felt so happy like this. Yes, i'm happy with my friends and all - they make me happy - but it's not the same as this happiness i'm feeling now. I'm sure the girls get what i mean (: I AM A HAPPY BEACH TODAY, YAY :D
Alright, now let me drown in my happiness! Remember people, no blog updates from me next week. For a week!
Indeed, what H said to me was right. If he had told me at the beginning when we had our split-up back then, surely i wont listen to his explanations. Now i fully understand everything, and why it all happened. I guess i was partly wrong too, as i didn't investigate the matter further & chose to split-up with him. Yes, i was the one who asked for the break-up, not him. And oh, H was so nice. He brought the girl that Aizat told me about (the girl H mentioned in his text-message to me) around few hours later so i can get to know her. His reason was that he didn't want me to feel jealous or worry about him contacting someone special, as the girl isn't. She's just a friend. That's just so fishing sweet, ok? He's always sweet, had always been sweet since the past. :')
The girl came down with her boyfriend and uhm yea, i felt awkward as the boyfriend kept asking H "how long you're together with your girlfriend?" and H just replied we've been together for 5 years now. No, that guy didn't know that we broke-up already as his girlfriend is sucha nice soul to not even share any secrets that H had told her. So nice, right? And when H mentioned 5 years, i was like so shocked cause he remembered when we got together even though we've broken up for a year already. Most guys will forget, that's what i thought.
So what now? I'm back to contacting H and he already asked me out next week. Oh yes, i'll be gone for a week next Monday as i'll be going to Bali with Aizat and friends. Uh huh, Hilmi will be there too cause he's in the social circle. So i won't be updating my blog for a week, and i really hope i'll be safe there. A week ain't short, yknow? Definitely will miss my family, sighh. So what about my date with H? He said to me that he'll book me one of those days when we're in Bali so we can have our own time dating. Lol. And special request from him, he wants to start anew. From scratch, i mean. In a way, he wants it to be like, as if we've never known each other before. I am pretty much excited, actually. :3
This is really heartwarming. It's been a while since i last felt so happy like this. Yes, i'm happy with my friends and all - they make me happy - but it's not the same as this happiness i'm feeling now. I'm sure the girls get what i mean (: I AM A HAPPY BEACH TODAY, YAY :D
Alright, now let me drown in my happiness! Remember people, no blog updates from me next week. For a week!
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